The Bible says: God is love. 1 Jn. 4:8 You are created by God, so you are the product of love. You are made for life, not for death. You are made for health, not for disease. You are made for success, not for failure. You are made for good things, not for bad things. God loves you so much that He paid a big price to have you near Him, the price of His Son.
The good news about God's big love-plan is that Jesus is unchanged today. He wants to do for you whatever you need or desire Him to do. God's love-plan is to restore people. He never destroys anyone - not their health, not their happiness, not their reputation, certainly not their self-esteem. God wants good things for you today.